I am not prepared to leave yet.

I love being in Melaka. It's an awesome place where my friends and favorite hangout spots are. There's Sunset Bistro, Pak Putra, Dataran Pahlawan, Movida, GSC and everything else.

Reality hit me. I can feel the emo-ness creeping in. I am left with one week. Did 4 months just passed like that?

I don't want to go back studying.

I don't want to go to Kedah. I will be in an unknown place, starting all over again.

I want some stability in my life.

I know.. I know.. I like to believe that God sent me there for a reason. He knows, that I am really unhappy now. Maybe, I will be happy again there.

I don't know. Right now, I am dreading it. =( I just do.