There's one thing that makes me happier than anything is to make someone's day! and doing it anonymously.
That kind of satisfaction is extremely fulfilling.
And it's fun too! making people wonder who you are.
Just any random things like dropping a caring comment in someone's blog, or just leaving some goodies outside someone's room!
hehe~
Tuesday, December 27, 2011
Sunday, December 25, 2011
Describe myself?
Fat.
LOL.
Anyway was supposed to fill in an application form yesterday and I got stuck at this. As usual, I do what I do best - crap. haha. Somehow, I came up with this line out of nowhere.
' To me, the past serves as a lesson and the future is an opportunity for me to mend my mistakes and to be a better person.'
Not bad.
Meanwhile, the present is for me to continue searching for directions in life and live everyday like it is. =)
LOL.
Anyway was supposed to fill in an application form yesterday and I got stuck at this. As usual, I do what I do best - crap. haha. Somehow, I came up with this line out of nowhere.
' To me, the past serves as a lesson and the future is an opportunity for me to mend my mistakes and to be a better person.'
Not bad.
Meanwhile, the present is for me to continue searching for directions in life and live everyday like it is. =)
The wall within
Do you feel the need to hide yourself? Not let someone be too close to you? Hide all the ugly sides so that in their eyes you will always be this beautiful person? Build up a wall and only let them see what you choose to let them see because you're just so afraid that they will know deep down you are this ugly person?
' If I can, I want to mail you sunshine. Don't be scared.. Don't hide yourself.. If you prefer the night, then I will send you stars instead if I can.'
Probably the best Christmas gift ever. Just these few simple words.
' The world still has it's beautiful side you know? You have your ugly side, you have your own beautiful side too.'
Somehow, I am not convinced. I am sorry. I've been through too much.
' If I can, I want to mail you sunshine. Don't be scared.. Don't hide yourself.. If you prefer the night, then I will send you stars instead if I can.'
Probably the best Christmas gift ever. Just these few simple words.
' The world still has it's beautiful side you know? You have your ugly side, you have your own beautiful side too.'
Somehow, I am not convinced. I am sorry. I've been through too much.
Saturday, December 24, 2011
Friday, December 16, 2011
Wednesday, December 14, 2011
Can you compress a memory, or a certain someone on purpose?
To me, the answer is yes. Simply because I am left with no other options.
Maybe some people will call it living in denial, but to forget some of the best memories in your life that eventually turned into pain and a certain someone that had hurt you so badly in the past, is what I will call worth it in exchange for happiness once again.
Gone are those sleepless nights with silent tears, and finally, after one whole long year, I am finding myself once again.
I have finally realized that despite all my mistakes, I deserve to be treated better, by someone who cares a whole lot more than you do now. Someone who is concerned when I am sleeping late, when I am not eating properly, when I am angry and when I am sad.
University life is turning out to be pretty well.
No regrets. I guess there is a reason why God laid this path of me.
The sky here is beautiful every night. The stars lighten the sky and even after a tiring day, on my way back to my room, I would just look up and they never fail to take my breath away.
I saw my first eclipse! Reddish moon.
There are meteor showers ongoing these few days but I kept feeling too lazy to wait for it to appear. Will wishes made upon it really come true? I am not very convinced I suppose.
I came back from Kuala Perlis yesterday night. All this while I felt that UUM has a lot of stars here, I was so wrong. Wait till you go to Kuala Perlis, lie by the beach in the dark and just watch the stars shining above you., you will finally realize how much you have been missing out. Not to mention the cool wind breeze. It was simply mesmerizing. The perfect moment, inner peace. And perhaps, maybe a pang of loneliness?
AIESEC and my friends here and everything that has happened since make my life fulfilling. It is great to be busy, taking my mind off all the unhappy stuffs that I should not be thinking about. They fill my thoughts each day and every night, the minute my head hit the pillow, I doze off into a deep sleep.
Right now, it is just me and my life. I can do whatever I want and plan my day the way I like it.
I played squash and went cycling. So many more things to explore. Though my hand hurts. Muscles aching after sports. Me sho lembik.
To me, the answer is yes. Simply because I am left with no other options.
Maybe some people will call it living in denial, but to forget some of the best memories in your life that eventually turned into pain and a certain someone that had hurt you so badly in the past, is what I will call worth it in exchange for happiness once again.
Gone are those sleepless nights with silent tears, and finally, after one whole long year, I am finding myself once again.
I have finally realized that despite all my mistakes, I deserve to be treated better, by someone who cares a whole lot more than you do now. Someone who is concerned when I am sleeping late, when I am not eating properly, when I am angry and when I am sad.
University life is turning out to be pretty well.
No regrets. I guess there is a reason why God laid this path of me.
The sky here is beautiful every night. The stars lighten the sky and even after a tiring day, on my way back to my room, I would just look up and they never fail to take my breath away.
I saw my first eclipse! Reddish moon.
There are meteor showers ongoing these few days but I kept feeling too lazy to wait for it to appear. Will wishes made upon it really come true? I am not very convinced I suppose.
I came back from Kuala Perlis yesterday night. All this while I felt that UUM has a lot of stars here, I was so wrong. Wait till you go to Kuala Perlis, lie by the beach in the dark and just watch the stars shining above you., you will finally realize how much you have been missing out. Not to mention the cool wind breeze. It was simply mesmerizing. The perfect moment, inner peace. And perhaps, maybe a pang of loneliness?
AIESEC and my friends here and everything that has happened since make my life fulfilling. It is great to be busy, taking my mind off all the unhappy stuffs that I should not be thinking about. They fill my thoughts each day and every night, the minute my head hit the pillow, I doze off into a deep sleep.
Right now, it is just me and my life. I can do whatever I want and plan my day the way I like it.
I played squash and went cycling. So many more things to explore. Though my hand hurts. Muscles aching after sports. Me sho lembik.
Monday, December 12, 2011
Written by a guy
Written by a guy ♥ :
We guys don't care if you talk to other guys.
We don't care if you're friends with other guys.
But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.
It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls or texts you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.
Nothing is that important at 2am that it can't wait till the morning.
Also, when we tell you you're pretty/beautiful/gorgeous/cute/stunning, we freakin' mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.
Yeah, you can quote me.
Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take advantage of the mood I'm in.
Let us pay for you ! Don't feel bad. We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and say thank you.
Kiss us when no one's watching. If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed.
You don't have to get dressed up for us. If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of make-up you own.
We like you for who you are and not what you are.
Honestly, I think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's. Or my t-shirt and boxers, not all dolled up.
Don't take everything we say seriously. Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it. Don't get angry easily.
Stop using magazines/media as your bible. Don't talk about how hot Chris Brown, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us. It's boring, and we don't care. You have girlfriends for that.
Whatever happened to the word "handsome"/'beautiful"I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with "Hey handsome!" instead of "Hey baby/stud/cutie/sexy" or whatever else you can think of.
On the other hand I'm not saying I wouldn't like it either.
Girls, I cannot stress this enough: if you aren't being treated right by a guy, don't wait for him to change! Ditch his sorry butt, disgrace to the male population, and find someone who will treat you with utter respect. Someone who will honor your morals.
Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.
Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.
Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.
Someone who will stop what they're doing just to look you in the eyes and say I love you and actually mean it.
Give the nice guys a chance.
We guys don't care if you talk to other guys.
We don't care if you're friends with other guys.
But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.
It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls or texts you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.
Nothing is that important at 2am that it can't wait till the morning.
Also, when we tell you you're pretty/beautiful/gorgeous/cute/stunning, we freakin' mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.
Yeah, you can quote me.
Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take advantage of the mood I'm in.
Let us pay for you ! Don't feel bad. We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and say thank you.
Kiss us when no one's watching. If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed.
You don't have to get dressed up for us. If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of make-up you own.
We like you for who you are and not what you are.
Honestly, I think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's. Or my t-shirt and boxers, not all dolled up.
Don't take everything we say seriously. Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it. Don't get angry easily.
Stop using magazines/media as your bible. Don't talk about how hot Chris Brown, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us. It's boring, and we don't care. You have girlfriends for that.
Whatever happened to the word "handsome"/'beautiful"I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with "Hey handsome!" instead of "Hey baby/stud/cutie/sexy" or whatever else you can think of.
On the other hand I'm not saying I wouldn't like it either.
Girls, I cannot stress this enough: if you aren't being treated right by a guy, don't wait for him to change! Ditch his sorry butt, disgrace to the male population, and find someone who will treat you with utter respect. Someone who will honor your morals.
Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.
Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.
Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.
Someone who will stop what they're doing just to look you in the eyes and say I love you and actually mean it.
Give the nice guys a chance.
Saturday, December 10, 2011
Sunday, December 4, 2011
My latest addiction...
Strawberry flavored ROCKY !
It is those kind of biscuit stick, covered with strawberry flavored cream. Not very cheap though.. almost 2 bucks. =S but yummy.
Without realizing, I've been eating one packet daily. Stressed gua.
Wonder if they chose the wrong person?
Why me?
I'm not even doing a good job.
Strawberry flavored ROCKY !
It is those kind of biscuit stick, covered with strawberry flavored cream. Not very cheap though.. almost 2 bucks. =S but yummy.
Without realizing, I've been eating one packet daily. Stressed gua.
Wonder if they chose the wrong person?
Why me?
I'm not even doing a good job.
Saturday, December 3, 2011
=)
Take a step back.
Look at yourself.
You are beautiful.
You can be anything.
Do not hate because someone broke your heart,
or because your parents spilt up,
or because your best friend betrayed you.
Do not concern yourself with things you cannot control.
Cry, when you need to.
Let go, when it's time.
Don't hang onto painful memories just becuase you're afraid to forget.
Let go of things that are in the past.
Forget things that are not worth remembering.
Stop taking things for granted.
Live for something.
Live for yourself.
Fall in love.
Fall out of love.
Do it over and over again till you know what it really is to love someone and to be loved.
Question things.
Tell people how you really feel.
Sleep under the stars.
Create.Imagine.
Inspire.
Share something wonderful.
Meet new people.
Make someone's day.
Follow your dreams.
And one day,
when you're old,
look back,
With no regrets.
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