What's going to happen?
Gosh, I hate this so much. Hate it to the very core. Hate it.
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
Saturday, June 25, 2011
Friday, June 24, 2011
Sometimes, when 2 people argue, they just merely need a third party to help sort things out. You see... the person who is mad will only voice out his/her true inner feelings to the third party.Which all should be directed to the the person he/she is mad with. All the third party needs to do is basically just copy and paste what A person said to B person and asks B person to think things through and vice versa. And that will honestly make a great difference at times.
Whenever we made a mistake, most of the time we are not aware of it. We might want to change and redeem ourselves, but that can only be done if we know where we were wrong at, right? Sometimes, it is just merely a small misunderstanding, which will lead to major problems and in the end huge arguments where everything feels like the end. May it be the end of a friendship, or perhaps a relationship,it is still the same. When we are in the midst of an argument, we will be clouded by our emotions, carried away by our anger and things just get much worse. Beneath all that, it might just caused be a small seed of doubt, a really minor thing. Is that really worth it? Years of friendship, or relationship swept away?All only to be regretted many years later in the future?
I do not believe in the concept 'It is all too late'. I see a whole deal of unfairness in it. Does that mean a person shouldn't be forgiven even after he/she honestly finally realized what he/she did? Does that mean he/she will never ever have the chance to mend things again? Have you ever done something that you regret tremendously, and swallowed your pride, sincerely apologized, but to be told ' It is too late. There is nothing you can do to change anything.' ? Then perhaps you will see what I'm trying to point out here.
Hence, I do not believe that anything is too late or damaged to be fixed. It is just 'all in the head'. It is just how you much you are willing to forgive, how much you truly love and cherish that person to just feel glad that he/she finally knows that he/she is wrong. It might be too late to pick back where you left, but it can be the beginning of a more beautiful journey ahead.
I admire friends can couples that gone through one by one the obstacles that stood in their way, and get back stronger each time. It takes courage, forgiveness, understandings, and love to do that. True friendships do not come by everyday, neither is the start of a relationship with a person you love.
Do cherish them because they are the most precious things in life. When everything is going absolutely wrong, do reminisce all the good times and happy memories, and hang on to them. It might be too late for me, but I will make sure it will never be for the people around me.
Whenever we made a mistake, most of the time we are not aware of it. We might want to change and redeem ourselves, but that can only be done if we know where we were wrong at, right? Sometimes, it is just merely a small misunderstanding, which will lead to major problems and in the end huge arguments where everything feels like the end. May it be the end of a friendship, or perhaps a relationship,it is still the same. When we are in the midst of an argument, we will be clouded by our emotions, carried away by our anger and things just get much worse. Beneath all that, it might just caused be a small seed of doubt, a really minor thing. Is that really worth it? Years of friendship, or relationship swept away?All only to be regretted many years later in the future?
I do not believe in the concept 'It is all too late'. I see a whole deal of unfairness in it. Does that mean a person shouldn't be forgiven even after he/she honestly finally realized what he/she did? Does that mean he/she will never ever have the chance to mend things again? Have you ever done something that you regret tremendously, and swallowed your pride, sincerely apologized, but to be told ' It is too late. There is nothing you can do to change anything.' ? Then perhaps you will see what I'm trying to point out here.
Hence, I do not believe that anything is too late or damaged to be fixed. It is just 'all in the head'. It is just how you much you are willing to forgive, how much you truly love and cherish that person to just feel glad that he/she finally knows that he/she is wrong. It might be too late to pick back where you left, but it can be the beginning of a more beautiful journey ahead.
I admire friends can couples that gone through one by one the obstacles that stood in their way, and get back stronger each time. It takes courage, forgiveness, understandings, and love to do that. True friendships do not come by everyday, neither is the start of a relationship with a person you love.
Do cherish them because they are the most precious things in life. When everything is going absolutely wrong, do reminisce all the good times and happy memories, and hang on to them. It might be too late for me, but I will make sure it will never be for the people around me.
Thursday, June 23, 2011
Who says?
Funny how you can always guess the name of the song based on the lyrics. Like duhhhh... they keep repeating the same words over and over and over again. haha. XD anyway, just a random comment. So here's my song of the day! Pretty meaningful lyrics, I'll say. =)
I'm no beauty queen,
I'm just beautiful me.
Who says?
Who says you're not perfect?
Who says you're not worth it?
Who says you're the only one that's hurting?
Trust me, that's the price of beauty.
Who says you're not pretty?
Who says you're not beautiful?
Who says?
You've got every right,
To a beautiful life!
And hence... somehow I am attracted to the movie that is soon to be coming out....
MONTE CARLO!
Wednesday, June 22, 2011
Google The Saviour
LOL.
The title does sound funny, isn't it?
But none of us can actually deny that Google has saved us by coming up with the answers for our daily dilemmas, may it be for a research study, the definition of a not-so-common word, finding the location of a certain place or just killing time looking at lovely images. hah! We really do owe the creator of Google loads of thanks. And also to thank Him/Her for being so generous too as it is absolutely free! Feels great to be a part of the modern, high tech 21st century generation! LOL.
This post is rather random. Or maybe it is because I've finally found the answers I've been searching for quite some time.. through Google, unexpectedly. Gosh, the things that can actually turn up with just a few seconds of word search. Amazing.. So here am I, blogging out of boredom, dedicating this post to Google. =D
Oh! And Youtube is absolutely awesome too! And the minor ones like Facebook, Blogger, Msn, Hotmail...
In short, I LOVE THE INTERNET! LOL
p.s This must be the weirdest post ever. XD
The title does sound funny, isn't it?
But none of us can actually deny that Google has saved us by coming up with the answers for our daily dilemmas, may it be for a research study, the definition of a not-so-common word, finding the location of a certain place or just killing time looking at lovely images. hah! We really do owe the creator of Google loads of thanks. And also to thank Him/Her for being so generous too as it is absolutely free! Feels great to be a part of the modern, high tech 21st century generation! LOL.
This post is rather random. Or maybe it is because I've finally found the answers I've been searching for quite some time.. through Google, unexpectedly. Gosh, the things that can actually turn up with just a few seconds of word search. Amazing.. So here am I, blogging out of boredom, dedicating this post to Google. =D
Oh! And Youtube is absolutely awesome too! And the minor ones like Facebook, Blogger, Msn, Hotmail...
In short, I LOVE THE INTERNET! LOL
p.s This must be the weirdest post ever. XD
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
Random
One of the best feeling in the world is
When you hug the person you love
And he...
hugs you back tighter...
P.s : nah, this isn't an original one by me, credits to facebook. =) IMY.
Monday, June 20, 2011
i feel...........
S.I.C.K!!!!
=( and I'm that kind of person that somehow hardly fall sick..gee.. don't even remember the last time I had a fever.
My thigh hurts. =( this I can explain though. hehe. was walking a lot yesterday and typical 'lembik' me that hardly exercise. Don't blame me! Sports just don't like me.. hee~~
I have flu. =( My nose is blocked.
Mild sore throat. * Didn't drink enough water * * too lazy to go downstairs* hee~
I feel a bit hot. =( NOT HOT HOT OBVIOUSLY! am I feeling feverish? or maybe it's due to the hot shower I just had. hee~
And.. I have a headache.. And even felt a bit giddy at work just now. =(
Nooo... don't fall sick yet.. I'm going out with my friends tomorrow... =(
Oh, just a random thingy.. I think me English is deteriorating!!!!
no good
no good
no good
I FEEL SICK!
Sunday, June 19, 2011
Just some random updates
HAH! I've finally realized the reason why my blog is so emo and depressing! This is because I am only inspired to blog when I'm feeling upset or down and I just desperately need to let it out. There you go! Doesn't mean I am emo! =D
Since life has been pretty okay lately, I don't quite know what to write about. I guess I'll just blabber a bit here and there.
Hmmph.. So I've been working for a few weeks already. The pay is good and my manager is a nice person as well. She's not that demanding or calculative so I guess since this is my first ever job, it's considered pretty good. Yet, I think I really need a break. =( I mean to just laze around and have fun with my friends! I started working almost immediately after I finished matriculation. Doesn't really feel like I have truly make full use of my holidays.. But.... the thought of my pay being a whole lot less at the end of the week just because I take a few days off is pretty depressing i guess. hehe. So much difference.. =S
That got me thinking.. If you were to ask me to pick between working life or study life, I think i'll definitely go for working life! Right now, life without exam stress is pretty blissful and much more relaxing. It feels much more stable too. Wake up. Go to work. Come home. Online. Sleep. Repeat. And the thought of entering university, to a foreign place, leaving the comfort of my home again is.. =( and I know that the first few months of university wouldn't be fun at all! Oh well, I still have approximately 2 more months to worry about it. hehe. =)
And I think I'm getting better at driving. As in I kinda enjoying speeding now. it's so fun! HAHAHA. and I actually drove all the way to Cheng from my house to fetch a friend of mine! Totally random and hey my sense of direction isn't that bad! I din't get lost! But it was extremely far! T.T almost 40 min! And do you realize that in Melaka we have too many traffic lights???! terrible. haha.
I bought ' To kill a mockingbird'! Haven't started reading though. Can't believe I spent so much on my previous book on positive thinking. It was just so boring that I stopped after reading a few pages. Guess self help book isn't beneficial to people like me! haha.
Anyway, I don't really feel my source if inspiration flowing through right me now so yea! I'll just stop here. Lol. Forgive all the gibberish above. haha.
Since life has been pretty okay lately, I don't quite know what to write about. I guess I'll just blabber a bit here and there.
Hmmph.. So I've been working for a few weeks already. The pay is good and my manager is a nice person as well. She's not that demanding or calculative so I guess since this is my first ever job, it's considered pretty good. Yet, I think I really need a break. =( I mean to just laze around and have fun with my friends! I started working almost immediately after I finished matriculation. Doesn't really feel like I have truly make full use of my holidays.. But.... the thought of my pay being a whole lot less at the end of the week just because I take a few days off is pretty depressing i guess. hehe. So much difference.. =S
That got me thinking.. If you were to ask me to pick between working life or study life, I think i'll definitely go for working life! Right now, life without exam stress is pretty blissful and much more relaxing. It feels much more stable too. Wake up. Go to work. Come home. Online. Sleep. Repeat. And the thought of entering university, to a foreign place, leaving the comfort of my home again is.. =( and I know that the first few months of university wouldn't be fun at all! Oh well, I still have approximately 2 more months to worry about it. hehe. =)
And I think I'm getting better at driving. As in I kinda enjoying speeding now. it's so fun! HAHAHA. and I actually drove all the way to Cheng from my house to fetch a friend of mine! Totally random and hey my sense of direction isn't that bad! I din't get lost! But it was extremely far! T.T almost 40 min! And do you realize that in Melaka we have too many traffic lights???! terrible. haha.
I bought ' To kill a mockingbird'! Haven't started reading though. Can't believe I spent so much on my previous book on positive thinking. It was just so boring that I stopped after reading a few pages. Guess self help book isn't beneficial to people like me! haha.
Anyway, I don't really feel my source if inspiration flowing through right me now so yea! I'll just stop here. Lol. Forgive all the gibberish above. haha.
Saturday, June 18, 2011
Sunday, June 12, 2011
Saturday, June 11, 2011
Thursday, June 9, 2011
What happens... If one day,
I got used to not having you around,
Not having the urge to talk to you,
Not wanting to share my day with you,
No longer yearning to be around you?
I'm scared, that day will come.
Maybe my heart is starting to give up.
Please stop pushing me further away, how long can I hold on?
I got used to not having you around,
Not having the urge to talk to you,
Not wanting to share my day with you,
No longer yearning to be around you?
I'm scared, that day will come.
Maybe my heart is starting to give up.
Please stop pushing me further away, how long can I hold on?
Wednesday, June 8, 2011
Tuesday, June 7, 2011
Monday, June 6, 2011
It was only just a dream.
Yet, the relief that overcame her, was so surreal.
For a moment, a burden she had been carrying for months, was lifted off her chest, and the world felt so much better again.
The tears, the hugs, could be felt so intensely.
She was finally relieved that her worst nightmare was finally over for good.
Then,
She opened her eyes,
It was only just a dream.
It was too good to be true.
Yet, the relief that overcame her, was so surreal.
For a moment, a burden she had been carrying for months, was lifted off her chest, and the world felt so much better again.
The tears, the hugs, could be felt so intensely.
She was finally relieved that her worst nightmare was finally over for good.
Then,
She opened her eyes,
It was only just a dream.
It was too good to be true.
Saturday, June 4, 2011
I just really need to be alone right now.
I don't want to leave the comfort of my room and face the outside world.
I just need to be alone, and not around anyone.
It's too hard to smile when you're just too overwhelmed by the sadness you cannot control.
And the only one person that I need.. simply isn't going to be there.
Mei chien,
learn to be independent.
deal with the pain yourself.
find your directions in life.
live your life without being mean to people around you.
It's so hard. So very hard.
I don't know how to make it go away.
I'm trying.
I'm fine. =)
I don't want to leave the comfort of my room and face the outside world.
I just need to be alone, and not around anyone.
It's too hard to smile when you're just too overwhelmed by the sadness you cannot control.
And the only one person that I need.. simply isn't going to be there.
Mei chien,
learn to be independent.
deal with the pain yourself.
find your directions in life.
live your life without being mean to people around you.
It's so hard. So very hard.
I don't know how to make it go away.
I'm trying.
But I just need to be alone right now.
- why enter someone's life, creating beautiful memories,
when you are merely going to leave later? -
I'm fine. =)
Friday, June 3, 2011
Thursday, June 2, 2011
Wednesday, June 1, 2011
There's a new song that is really catchy. Been hearing it so many times on the radio. Don't mistake me, it's nice and i like singing to it. hehe. So today, there was I, sitting down doing my work, the song came on the radio again. Then I came out with a version of mine! haha. It's lame, and it doesn't match the beat, but i don't care. =P
Here goes.....
I'm all about my teddy bear bear bear bear bear,
Teddy bear is all about me me me me me,
We don't give a damn damn damn damn damn,
Bout nobody dy dy dy dy...
LOL. You can easily guess what song it is. But I like my version too! hehe.
Fatty, i miss you. =(
I'm fine. =)
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