I opened my mail.

and somehow just clicked on one of our old emails.

It relfected joy and happiness,

It ended with an ' I love you'.

My heart,

felt so sour.

overwhelmed with sadness.

haunted by endless regrets.

I am sorry.

more sorry that I have ever been.

It was the biggest mistake in my life.

One that I can never undo,

isn't it?