FRIDAY!!!

This post is specially dedicated to my two crazy friends,

OOI MING RUI

&

CHONG MAE VIN

If you guys are reading my blog that's it. =P

Yeah, Ah-Ah-Ah-Ah-Ah-Ark)
Oo-ooh-ooh, hoo yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Yeah-ah-ah
Yeah-ah-ah
Yeah-ah-ah
Yeah-ah-ah
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Seven a.m., waking up in the morning
Gotta be fresh, gotta go downstairs
Gotta have my bowl, gotta have cereal
Seein' everything, the time is goin'
Tickin' on and on, everybody's rushin'
Gotta get down to the bus stop
Gotta catch my bus, I see my friends (My friends)

Kickin' in the front seat
Sittin' in the back seat
Gotta make my mind up
Which seat can I take?

It's Friday, Friday
Gotta get down on Friday
Everybody's lookin' forward to the weekend, weekend
Friday, Friday
Gettin' down on Friday
Everybody's lookin' forward to the weekend

Partyin', partyin' (Yeah)
Partyin', partyin' (Yeah)
Fun, fun, fun, fun
Lookin' forward to the weekend

7:45, we're drivin' on the highway
Cruisin' so fast, I want time to fly
Fun, fun, think about fun
You know what it is
I got this, you got this
My friend is by my right, ay
I got this, you got this
Now you know it

Kickin' in the front seat
Sittin' in the back seat
Gotta make my mind up
Which seat can I take?

It's Friday, Friday
Gotta get down on Friday
Everybody's lookin' forward to the weekend, weekend
Friday, Friday
Gettin' down on Friday
Everybody's lookin' forward to the weekend

Partyin', partyin' (Yeah)
Partyin', partyin' (Yeah)
Fun, fun, fun, fun
Lookin' forward to the weekend

Yesterday was Thursday, Thursday
Today i-is Friday, Friday (Partyin')
We-we-we so excited
We so excited
We gonna have a ball today

Tomorrow is Saturday
And Sunday comes after ... wards
I don't want this weekend to end

R-B, Rebecca Black
So chillin' in the front seat (In the front seat)
In the back seat (In the back seat)
I'm drivin', cruisin' (Yeah, yeah)
Fast lanes, switchin' lanes
Wit' a car up on my side (Woo!)
(C'mon) Passin' by is a school bus in front of me
Makes tick tock, tick tock, wanna scream
Check my time, it's Friday, it's a weekend
We gonna have fun, c'mon, c'mon, y'all

It's Friday, Friday
Gotta get down on Friday
Everybody's lookin' forward to the weekend, weekend
Friday, Friday
Gettin' down on Friday
Everybody's lookin' forward to the weekend

Partyin', partyin' (Yeah)
Partyin', partyin' (Yeah)
Fun, fun, fun, fun
Lookin' forward to the weekend

It's Friday, Friday
Gotta get down on Friday
Everybody's lookin' forward to the weekend, weekend
Friday, Friday
Gettin' down on Friday
Everybody's lookin' forward to the weekend

Partyin', partyin' (Yeah)
Partyin', partyin' (Yeah)
Fun, fun, fun, fun
Lookin' forward to the weekend

- REBECCA BLACK-

P.S  This song ain't that bad, yea? 

I like FRIDAY!!!! YEA YEA YEA!! =D

Don't want an ending

Songs are a beautiful way to express all the tangled feelings within oneself that are too hard to be explained by words. 

I don't wanna fall out

But we're all out of time

( Is this over? )

( Don't want an ending )

In one day,

No way you'll be mine

( Is this over? )

( Don't want an ending )

Oooohh........

My heart is running empty

One more day and then we go,

Yeah, the time goes on now

Don't ask me how

I don't know

You'll be home tomorrow

About a thousand miles too far away?

Say you won't forget and I'll be okay.

At least tonight

It's just you and me and honestly

That's everything I need

*  I don't wanna fall out

But we're out of time

( Is this over? )

( Don't want an ending )

In one day

No way you'll be mine 

( Is this over? )

( Don't want an ending )

Tonight's the countdown

'Till the day we're not around

( Is this over? )

( Don't want an ending )

And you're gone

And we're on with our lives

( Is this over? )

( Don't want an ending )

I don't want an ending.

Don't want an ending.....  *

The day turns to hours

And it's just a moment before they go

I'm scared to say goodbye

'Cause what's after that?

I don't know.

As the years look past us

If we lose track

Or lose the fight.

I will search forever

To find a way back.

To tonight

Where it's just you and me and honestly 

That's everything I need.

**

We said ' see ya later'

But I know there's no way we're

Around here again ( Yeah )

And every until next time

Feels like one bad punch line

And I don't want that again.

**

- Sam Tsui -

A test

The beginning of a relationship is always the most beautiful of all.
The excitement of something new,
The curiosity about each other's life.

But, as time passes,
The longer you know a person,
The more ugly sides are unfolded.
That is when that relationship is put through a test.

A test of your proclaimed love.
Will you be able to accept his/her flaws?
Forgive every mean words that were thrown at you out of anger?
Or perhaps,
That is when you truly realize,
That so called love was not love after all.

I do not believe that a certain damaged relationship cannot be mended.
It simply depends on both parties.
How strong their love are for each other,
And their determination to bring back those ever sweet memories.

Perhaps,
You do not see this the way I do.
Perhaps,
You have moved on,
Closed that chapter on us,
Forgot every memories we shared together.
Perhaps,
You have already put a full stop,
On our short termed yet heart breaking relationship.

Elephant Shoe

I'm sorry it took me four whole months to realize my mistakes when everything might be too late already.
If I were a time machine, I would have turned time and avoid doing what I did back then.
If only I knew what I now know four months ago.


Will you ever forgive everything I did?
See me as how you did before?
Will I have another chance?
Or is everything simply too late?


I want to change to a better person.
But I want to do it with you by my side.


I might be only 18, 
but my heart is yelling at me strongly,
knowing clearly what it wants.
It feels so broken,
It yearns for you.


Am I your last thought everyday?
I don't know.
But I do know that you are my first and last though,
every day and night.


God heard my prayers and sent you to me.
Yet, I took you for granted.
Will He hear my prayer this time again?


If it is simply fated for me to lose you,
I shall make a personal promise to myself.
That I will stay this way as long as you're still in my heart.
Or until I've considered myself to be worth loved by another again.
Till then,
I will be hoping secretly everyday,
that somehow you will turn back again.


I shall learn to live with  the pain in my heart,
And the endless regrets I have.


The only last words that I need to tell you,
'Elephant shoe'.

If I die young

If I die young, bury me in satin

Lay me down on a, bed of roses

Sink me in the river, at dawn

Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh, uh oh

Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother

She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh and

Life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no

Ain't even grey, but she buries her baby

The sharp knife of a short life, well

I've had, just enough time

If I die young, bury me in satin

Lay me down on a, bed of roses

Sink me in the river, at dawn

Send me away with the words of a love song

The sharp knife of a short life, well

I've had, just enough time

And I'll be wearing white, when I come into your kingdom

I'm as green as the ring on my little, cold finger, I've

Never known the lovin' of a man

But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand, there's a

Boy here in town says he'll, love my forever

Who would have thought forever could be severed by

The sharp knife of a short life, well

I've had, just enough time

So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls

What I never did is done

A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell them for a dollar

They're worth so much more after I'm a goner

And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'

Funny when your dead how people start listenin'

If I die young, bury me in satin

Lay me down on a, bed of roses

Sink me in the river, at dawn

Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh (uh, oh)

The ballad of a dove (uh, oh)

Go with peace and love

Gather up your tears, keep 'em in your pocket

Save them for a time when your really gonna need them, oh

The sharp knife of a short life, well

I've had, just enough time

So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls

A New Chapter - Definitely!

     41 days and I am definitely counting down!

     Yup! I am counting down to the days before I can finally leave matriculation for good! Now, the thought of that definitely brings a small smile to my face no matter how rough my day went. The day when I can finally leave the big gate of Kolej Matrikulasi Negeri Sembilan, and not turning back ever again! Definitely not a drop of tears will fall from the brink of my eye.. Back to my only sanctuary in this world, my room! Home at last! Yet.. the inevitable last challenge -- my final examination, which of course determines my future. Sounds like I am exaggerating but I am definitely not! Like it or not, I definitely need to push hard, and hard *yea i know it sounds like I'm giving birth =.= * and grasp that 4.0 in my hand firmly! or else...............

     My future will definitely be going down the drain in the blink of an eye.......... Blink! blink! blink! Gone the dream of being a filthy rich accountant... Nooooooooooooo............. 

     Gee... I'm not even halfway writing this and I have definitely used the word ' definitely ' SIX times.. No.. add that to the list, SEVEN times definitely! make that EIGHT. scratch that.

      I was just reading through the biography of the one and only Tan Sri Lim Goh Tong, the founder of Genting Highlands * Not that we are not aware of.. hee * for the purpose of my Business tutorial homework. At times, it really struck me as inconceivable for one person to built an entire empire with just his bare hands. After all, those billionaires like Vincent Tan, Robert Kwok and others * My memory really sucks * are just humans like you and me! In short, I simply can't imagine that I will ever be like them, definitely  not, in the future. I guess honestly I don't really dream big anymore. I will be contented with having a stable, secured, respected and of course a good income job. Yea.. That will do.. I don't really need to be a billionaire. * LOL * But there is just one thing that recently struck me, having a life with all the riches in the world yet having no one to share your happiness is just plain sad. and lonely. Now, that is definitely a gloomy thought.

     Anyway, I definitely really salute inspiring people like them for having the guts to bring alive an idea and managed to persevere and finally be who they are today. I guess that is what makes them different from me and you. Do you know the idea of building Genting Highlands  was conceived when Tan Sri Lim Goh Tong was having dinner in Cameron Highlands? His history is fascinating in a way.

     Oh yea.. I am definitely straying from what I wanted to say initially..

     Our life stories are actually just like a story book. Instead of just flipping through the pages, we are living it out in reality, one day after another. So here am I today, just wondering what lies ahead in those pages, what more life experiences will I have to go through, and finally, till the day when the last page of my life will be written. Unlike story books where somehow we just know that the ending will be a happy one or we can simply turn to the last page of the book to see how everything ends, life simply doesn't work out like that. Or there will not be any heartbreaks in life, who is willing to get hurt, right? Though at times, when I feel really down, I wish that I can flip a few pages and skip to the part where I will be happy again. Indirectly, each and every one of us are our own author of our own lives. Some choose to end his or her story short.

     In roughly about 6 months more, I will be entering another phase of my life, university life! Another chapter! I am definitely hoping that things will look up then. But the higher you hope, the harder you crush, no? I guess I just want to have an enjoyable university life, having fun friends and simply waking up smiling everyday at the rising sun! * LOL * that sounds a bit wrong for the typical emo mei chien. hee..

     I am naggy. Do not complain. hehe. I will just end this post here then. with a full stop. . there! the biggest one! Opps! alright, the real full stop then!

    
    

No Shouting

I shouldn't be coming online today as I will be starting my mid semester examination tomorrow. Yet, I could not resist sharing this short and simple yet meaningful tale that I came across while reading the newspaper today. It is stories like this that often makes us reflect back on ourselves and those little things that we did in our past. If you have the extra time, do read this. This is taken from HEART & SOUL , starmag, sunday 9 January 2011.

ONCE a professor asked his students:  "Why do we shout in anger? Why do people shout at each other when they are upset? " The students thought for a while before one of them said, "We shout because we lose our clam."

" But why shout when the other person is just next to you? Isn't it possible to speak to him or her with a soft voice?"

The students gave various answers, none which satisfied the professor.

Finally he explained:"When two people are angry with each other, their hearts distance. To cover that distance, they must shout to be able to hear each other. The angrier they are, the louder they will have to shout to hear each other through that great distance."

Then he asked :" What happens when two people fall in love? They don't shout at each other but talk softly. Why? Because their hearts are very close. The distance between them is very small."

"When they love each other more, what happens? They do not even need to whisper. They only look at each other, that's all. That is how close two people are when they love each other."

      So, when you argue, do not let your hearts get distant or say words that distance each other even more, or there may come a day when the distance is so great you will not find the path back to each other.

** The Internet has become a wonderful medium for passing around heart-warming and thought-provoking stories like this tale. Most claim to be true or based on fact. Even if they are hard to verify, the messages they carry are worth sharing.