suddenly feeling pretty sentimental lately..

suddenly a part of me starts to miss you, just a little..

suddenly ewonder if i cross your mind sometimes..

wonder if a part if me still loves you..

i've made so many mistakes which i can never mend. no matter how many sorrys, i cannot undo the hurt inflicted upon you. nor can i ask you to forgive me,and love me again like how you did before.

i have let things go, a little by little, but truth is, i suspect that a part of me will still always be haunted.

i am just glad that i have freed myself from your life. you are better off without me..

the only thing that i can do to make all these pain worth it is to be a better person, be the kind of girl that you always wanted me to be, not the one you ran away from.

i know..i have so many flaws..i am difficult to handle.i am not satisfied with things i have..

i don't wish to be this way too. it a very high price to pay- to lose something i treasure.

i miss you suddenly..why do things have to be this way?

though i am convinced that you will never come back.

probably just hormones messing with me.

i'm a pessimist. simply because i am afraid to believe good things wi
ll happen to me.

scared of so many things.