Start again?

Maybe one day.

One day....

I don't want someone that walks away easily. 

I want someone that doesn't give up,

Even if the skies get rough.

Okay .. So here's the deal.

Ina relationship, there will only be two outcomes :

1. Breaking Up

2. Get married


So unless you prepare yourself to get your heart broken and live with bitter sweet memories and ex/s running around the streets or prepare yourself to get married to the guy/girl who you assume is The One but have no ways to clarify it,

Why on earth would people still stick their head into such a mess and start of a new relationship?

Nah.. don't nag to me about the power of love, need of companion and so on..

Hmm.. it puzzles me. haha.

No offense to anyone though.


Just a pretty random thought.

I should be asleep now. Totally.

You know those moments when you are actually supposed to sleep yet you can't and those moments when you are NOT allowed to sleep yet your eyelids are dropping - yea I hate them.

LOL.

我不想选择。。

因为现在好开心。。

我们简简单单地做个好朋友，别破坏之间那段快乐的友谊，那就没人会被伤害。。

你我都快乐，脑海里也只会有美好，甜蜜的回忆 。。

做人不需要太复杂，我只求快乐。

Do you know it sucks to be emo? and unhappy?

Cause everything around you becomes really miserable. Really miserable. Everything becomes so awful. Nothing goes right. Your world becomes dark. and black.

In simple words, there's no joy.

And I hate it.

If only people can stay happy at all times. I hate the feeling when it comes by. Just sneaking in silently. Urgh. Feel like taking a broom and just chasing it away so I can be happy and high all times.

I am just sho dramatic.

I just want my exams to be over. badly. Feel like I'm slacking. It shouldn't be this way. I'm not gonna be doing well. And disappoint everyone. Myself. My parents.

I love hugging my bear.

'Beauty is not in the face, beauty is a light in heart.'

True beauty lies beneath.

Beauty is about making someone's day.

Making someone feels special.

Letting them know they are appreciated and loved.

Helping them in times of need.

Being the best friend possible.

Inner beauty, is what makes someone truly beautiful.

And most importantly, knowing how it changes people around you and that you are a good person, gives you the most satisfying and fulfilling feeling, HAPPINESS.

I am not perfect. I am flawed. I make mistakes. I judge people. I am impatient. I am quick tempered. I complain a lot. I tend to be pessimistic.

The list can go on and on.

Yet, being able to state it all out loud, deep down, it means that I am trying to minimize my weaknesses and trying to let out the best in me.

People cannot truly change, but they can try to control it. A person taught me this, and together with a whole lot more.

I would not want to lose myself, cause then I will not be me already.

The thought of knowing I did something good, that I mean something to someone, brings me such great joy.



‘疼你都来不及，没时间不爽你’

看了这短短无聊的信息，脸上都忍不住带着笑容，心里甜蜜蜜，幸福， 真的有点幸福。

I had my first paper today.

I did really badly.

For real. Basically all the questions we checked, I got wrong.

And I really studied.

I wanted to get an A.

Which is impossible now.

It was the stupid-est exam paper throughout my exam life. It was a stupid subject. Not kidding.

I am disappointed. Frustrated. Sad. Unhappy.

What else can I do.

I tried my best.